Part-5: Flashbacks and confusion

Hope you all are enjoying the story. Its Friday again and I’m putting the next chapter of our Story. Oh sorry! Aman’s (love) story. 😊😊

Recap: Aman was sitting with her in canteen when she tells him about Priyansh, a fellow student from different stream(major) who had proposed her 2 days back during the annual event in college. Aman tries to peruse her to say ‘No’ to Priyansh’s proposal and ends up admitting his love for her. Just then, before she could answer, his phone rang. It was Abhi asking him to come to city hospital, Vijay, a senior student and Abhi roommate has committed suicide, Abhi was with him in hospital. Aman rushes to hospital. At hospital, he also comes across Priyansh but due the gravity of situation in hand he refrains himself and not much action happens between them. On the other side she attends college as normal.

Awake and Lost:

It was 11’O clock in night, she was lying on bed lost in thoughts. Post dinner she sat to study but wasn’t able to concentrate even after trying very hard, so she closed the book and decided to retire for the day. But she wasn’t even able to sleep. Aman was continuously running in her mind. She was unable to decide on how to react on what he had revealed in college earlier that day. She feels she also likes Aman. Or, does she? But Aman is the best friend she has, and she don’t want to lose him. He is someone with whom she can share anything, go anywhere, anytime, feel free, someone on whom she can count on in any situation. But she is afraid if it will be all the same if they start dating each other. Then it won’t be just friendship and what if one of them starts to become possessive about the other. What if everything gets messed up? She doesn’t want that. She doesn’t want to lose Aman. Her mind was swirling.

And then there was Priyansh. Only thing she could fix her mind on was that she was going to say ‘No’ to Priyansh. After how the things has turned up, she won’t be able to start dating someone while she is also friend with Aman, or at least till they are together in college, in same class, meeting everyday, doing all stuffs together. Why that? She is also not sure. Well she actually haven’t dated anyone in past as well since she is friends with him. She never felt the need. She is confused.

Aman is her best friend and she don’t want to lose him. But could there be anything more than friendship? Will it be fruitful? All the memories with Aman in last couple of years are flashing in front of her eyes and with each memory coming back to her today she is realizing more and more that how special he is for her. Being together in Laboratory classes, sharing experiment results to becoming friends and sharing notes to doing group study, or should she say teaching him; yes among them she was the bright one while Aman was good in guessing the question that could come in exams and making notes, and this way they both complemented each other and managed to score good in all semester with each other’s help. That too help in their bonding grow stronger, they complemented each other in so many things. All those moments were coming back to her. Initially going to library to study in breaks to skipping classes just to go in library together to gossip as she always had so many things to say. All the moments, every time that she made him to skip classes and listen to what she has to tell. Sharing all the stories with him. All those now didn’t feel like the ones between just friends, she never told all those to anyone else. She could see herself sitting in canteen in one corner or sitting in library with him and continuously talking, telling all her stories, sharing her dreams her wishes, what she thinks about the other girl in their class, while he is sitting and listening patiently to all the stupid stories of her. She thought “are we really only friends? Or, there had been something more than that always without any of us realizing it?”

“No, Aman always knew it. why didn’t I get it? And why he did not tell me earlier! Why to wait 3 years to say it? That to thanks to Priyansh, otherwise I would have never know about Aman’s feeling. He should have told be earlier.” She was angry on his best friend for hiding his feelings, disappointed on herself for not realizing the obvious, confused for what to do, happy, she didn’t know why. she was having all the feelings at same time. Her mind was sailing in the storm that Aman’s words had created “I love you very much” were Aman’s last words before he had to rush to hospital.

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